I realized that I never smile with my teeth showing anymore because of the nose wrinkle. But then I also kind of love the nose wrinkle so much!
I’ve been saying for so long that I want to post about my hair because I get a few questions every now and again, but I’ve always been terrified because I am no pro!
Today felt like a good day to do it anyway! Go check out my IGTV and let me know here what you think! Or don’t . I’m terrified, but doing it anyway feels good.
You know what I’m obsessed with right now?
My hair! I love the texture and the color and the length and I’m LOVING it straight lately, which is not typical for me since I’m usually in the big hair crowd!
Tell me though!!!! Have you ever taken a supplement to help it grow? I’m not selling you something, I’m GENUINELY asking if there is anything that helps because now that I’m officially out of the short-hair club, I want it LONGER AND LONGER (until I decide to have a freak out and chop it all off one day). But for now…what have you tried and found to be effective?
Yes, it’s okay to love things about yourself—if you were wondering
Trends that I hope never go away:
•cozy sweatshirts (until it gets hot, then we can switch to baggy T-shirts again)
•my habit of drinking more water and less DDP!
I wrote so many words, then Instagram told me that I talk too much. So here is the short version. I signed up to share this makeup almost 4 years ago. I did so many things right, but even more things wrong.
I got inside my head thinking that others would view me as that hey-bossbabe-come-join-my-team person so I backed off. I literally convinced myself that this is what I was doing. I wasn’t.
My husband tried to tell me that I would only sound like that person if I WAS that person. I didn’t believe him. I should always believe him. I stayed. I kept making a little bit of money and I kept loving the product. I was the most inconsistent about sharing and showing up.
March 2020 came and I lost myself for a very long time. I didn’t have a “thing” and I desperately needed that thing. I wasn’t good at much at all. I wasn’t achieving goals. I wasn’t being praised. I wasn’t doing much other than self-loathing, if we are being honest.
Then I read this book called Year of Yes and I realized that I am the QUEEN of getting in my own head and that I say no to everything because I’m paralyzingly afraid of failure. I know I’m amazing at my job so I don’t fear failure in that regard. I didn’t know how I was at this other thing so I was terrified of even trying.
But I was sinking. Quickly. I needed the thing. So I decided to dive in. Bury my head. Do the things. Show up. Learn. Listen. Serve. These are life lessons. These are the things I teach my students but don’t actually do for myself.
These pictures are exactly one year apart. The growth and journey that has happened for all four of us, for better or worse, in this last year, needed to be documented.
I am humbled and grateful and still typing too many words and not making enough sense. But I am eternally grateful for other people’s love and patience and kindness when I was giving myself none of those things. Thank you for helping me find my footing.